It's not like me to be restless. And I am, massively so.
Perhaps it has to do with figuring out that I'm starting to actually figure things out. Not easy, challenged, life habits that support my whatever self don't exist yet. Am feeling fragmented, cusp of aligned, awake, dense & a zillion other fairly contradictory things.
I want to be the Real Deal Deev right now, and I know it doesn't work that way. Just not sure what way it does.
The challenge is to feel infused with inspiration AND willing eager open to doing all the grunt work. Mentors who are willing to give time & attention & belief are invited to join in the adventure. One quest is over, a new one - another level up - has begun!
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