A literally indescribable - can't find the words - Omega workshop revealed the strength of inner blocks AND how much stronger an inner desire for true balance can bust through them.
The workshop assignment was to focus on an inner block, to think of our age when it first became noticeable. He went around the room, asking each one the age. Three people answered, "I got nothing." I was one.
But within moments, a block & age came to mind. 39. Moments later, fresh insight adjusted the age to newborn, a few days after coming home from the hospital.
Fascinating to feel first the empty sense of nothing, and letting that be reality. Then, to connect to a blocking moment & not pushing that. Just letting it be. Then, to what was the deepest accessible reality. Could not get there right off the bat. Took allowing & honoring for it to feel safe revealing itself.
It can feel frustrating, wanting to make a change for the better & having it seem to take so long, to experience what seems like set backs. Remember the Omega workshop. Let what's comfortable coming up to be enough, to fully honor & respect even nothing, if that's what comes. No focusing ahead, just letting whatever is BE, in a safe place. Maybe it's less about being & more about safety.
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