Step on it!

Is everyone's life as surreal as mine seems?  Most wondrous, all constructive.  Zooming over the past four years into utter wowness, on the edge of "You have got to be kidding me!" with all sorts of awakenings & awareness, lights dawning & totally pinged soul. 

The past few weeks - as someone who was all excited about working with me, who looked to be an ideal professional fit, dropped off the face of the earth - have found me doing all sorts of astonishing time travel.  Past selves, future, current.  Confused & clarified, with star bursts of awakened awareness paired with a really strong urge to go back to bed, pull the covers over my head.  

Then I read Jen Sincero's 05/02/18 (today!) calendar page - - If you made the decision that you were going to reach your goals, you would do whatever it took.  If you merely wanted to, but hadn't made the firm decision to, you'd roll over and begin convincing yourself that your life is fine just the way it is.

Has the decision had been made or batted around?

What was yesterday's page?  When our subconscious beliefs are out of alignment with the things and experiences we want in our conscious minds (and hearts), it creates confusing conflicts between what we're trying to create and what we are actually creating.  It's like we're driving with one foot on the gas and one foot on the brake.  

Get my foot off the brake & gas it!